I really hate being sick and my job...

I totally hate being sick all I can do is cough and feel sorry for myself...I think I have bronchities and don't want to go see a doctor because I know that I will get antibotics and every one knows that taking too much of it can deminish the immune systems capability to fight infections on its own...
On to more interesting news...I am sick of being brokek as hell. It is so anoying to have to worry about not being able to pay for bills and necesities because my job doesn't pay for shit
I am so depressed and I really don't know why. Just for fucking get it!!
Peace out.